biar terasa berat tapi di hujungnya ketenangan dan damai..

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Teruskan perjuangan!!

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh..

Alhamdulillah.. It's been over 2 days already, this evening I'll go back to my hostel.. And I'm sad. Yes. Not to mention, I will have my Final Exam on 30th November 2008, that is this upcoming Thursday. Man.. This is the last exam for form 1 and 2. I'll do my best, aiming for my straight As.. Insya-Allah! God's willing. Pray for me, ;D especially you, ANIS! Pray for my successness, oke. To all my friends, do your best in whatever good thing you do. Now that UPSR and PMR is over, SPM and STAM candidates, gambatte kudasaii!! Never waste your time.



Last post for this month. I'll be back on 13th November.. FOR A DAMNED LONG HOLIDAY!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
*Lost my mind*
I overreacted. >_> Can't help it. Too excited.
P/S : Do check out the countdown I put on the right >:]

Okay then, sad to say but, bye-bee!
Salam.

Pujah
-Masa umpama pedang.
-Doakan aku! :P

Clannad


Picture clockwise from left : Okazaki Tomoya, Furukawa Nagisa, Fujibayashi Kyou, Sakagami Tomoyo, Sunohara Youhei(Lying on the floor), Ichinose Kotomi, Fujibayashi Ryou.

SUMMARY
Originally on:TBS (Japan)
Status:Returning Series
Premiered:October 4, 2007
Categories:Animation, Drama

Clannad, Clannad After Story - Romance, Drama, Slice of life
Tomoya doesn't care about school as much as he should and doesn't take his studies seriously. As such, Tomoya discovers that he doesn't fit in with the rest of the kids at his school who are busily trying to study for entrance exams. When Tomoya meets a girl named Nagisa, alone and without friends, he takes it upon himself to help her. Little does Tomoya know, his life will be shifted in a completely different direction.

Opening Themes:
"Megumeru ~cuckool mix 2007~" by eufonius (Season 1)
"Toki wo Kizamu Uta" by Lia (Season 2)
Ending Themes:
"Dango Daikazoku" by Chata (Season 1 episodes 1-23)
"TORCH" by Lia (Season 2)

"Clannad the series is abit different from the movie, and i hope it stays that way, since the movie ripped my heart out and stomped on it. I love the anime from start to where i am right now, since i can't get a hold of the last two episodes, and ive tried everything. You have to adore the characters. Especially the little girl and the twins. And the dad is awesome. Key isn't dissapointing me in animation ever, they alsways do a perfect job, and they always produce top material like kanon.The story is not your typical harem with panties, boobies etc. There is a realy good story with no ecchi material what so ever, and some holarius jokes to go with that. And at the same time it's a very serious anime.

You should put this on the top of your watch list."


Picture from left:Half of Okazaki Tomoya, Furukawa Akio, Furukawa Nagisa, Furukawa Sanae

Pujah says:
Seriously, this story is aaaaaaaaaawesome. I admit that I did wet my eyes several times watching this series. Fabulous as ever, Key. The greatest anime I've ever watched. :D A MUST to watch.

The Sunohara sibling's arc made me cry. :( I'm glad the arc ends with happy ending. Yay for Sunohara Youhei & Sunohara Mei! \o/ it's the first time I've seen the man-ness inside Youhei :"] And Yay for Okazaki and Nagisa too!

P/S : Akio rawksss!!! xD

Friday, October 24, 2008

Cinta Anta-Anti... Astaghfirullah..

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

Bismillahirrahmaanirrahiim.

"Sesungguhnya mukmin itu bersaudara" (Surah al-Hujuraat:ayat 10)

"Tidak beriman seorang muslim itu sehingga dia mencintai saudaranya sepertimana dia mencintai buat dirinya" (Hadis Riwayat al-Bukhari)

Bagi mereka yang mempelajari kedua-dua ayat dan hadis di atas, apa yang difahami ialah semua mukmin itu bersaudara dan juga ia menerangkan tentang tanggungjawab seorang Muslim kepada saudaranya yang lain. Selain daripada kedua-dua ayat dah hadis di atas, berdozen lagi dalil-dalil yang menunjukkan kewajipan seseorang Muslim mencintai, mengambil berat, membantu, bersikap peduli dan juga mengasihi saudara seagamanya. Perkataan "ukhuwah" yang bermakna "persaudaraan" seriang dijadikan tema untuk persaudaraan ikhlas yang bertunjangkan iman dan takwa ini.

Kisah-kisah para sahabat yang berkorban dan berjuang untuk para sahabat masing-masing menjadikan contoh teladan kepada generasi Muslim zaman moden. Inilah yang menjadi pengamalan anak-anak harakah Islamiah dan dakwah semenjak kebangkitan Islam di tahun 70'an lagi.

Kebangkitan Islam yang telah menemukan kemuncaknya di Malaysia telah menyaksikan pesatnya usaha dakwah, kemunculan sekolah-sekolah agama, bank-bank Islam dan pelbagai lagi di atas nama Islam. Tiada siapa yang dapat menafikan, itu semua adalah hasil daya usaha sama ada secara langsung atau tidak langsung, pendukung-pendukung gerakan Islam semenjak tiga dekad yang lalu. Di waktu yang sama, pemikiran barat sekular, liberalisasi dan juga budaya hendonisme pesat menular dan bersaing. Keindahan persaingan kedua-dua arus ini telah melahirkan budaya yang baru di dalam fenomena kebangkitan Islam di Malaysia.

Jika di awal kebangkitan Islam dahulu, dunia hanya dilihat sebagai hitam dan putih. Kehidupan di dalam dunia ini di waktu itu hanya dilihat sama ada berpihak kepada Islam ataupun Jahiliah. Di alaf ini, dunia tidak lagi hitam dan putih dan bukan lagi Jahiliah versus Islam. Penjalinan di antara apa yang ada di dunia dan apa yang ada di dalam nas telah menyaksikan pelbagai kesan. Ada yang positif dan ada yang negatif. Antara yang terkesan dengan fenomena yang baru ini ialah persoalan "ukhuwwah".

Cinta Remaja Dakwah.

Sebagai seorang pensyarah di IPT yang bergelar ustaz, penulis mempunyai peluang yang menarik untuk bercampur dengan para pelajar yang menempuh zaman muda belia mereka. Pelbagai masalah, isu dan juga pengalaman yang mereka bawa untuk dibincangkan. Antara perkara yang sering dibawa berbincang ialah persoalan cinta. Alaf yang serba unik telah menyaksikan bagaimana para remaja dan belia dakwah tidak dapat lari dari fenomena cinta. Menariknya, cinta yang mereka alami ini telah di"Islamik"kan seperti mana bank-bank, institusi-institusi kewangan lain diislamkan. Maka timbullah istilah "Cinta Ukhuwwah". Ayat-ayat dan hadis-hadis sering dijadikan alat untuk menjustifikasikan apa yang dilakukan. Menarik lagi gejala ini menular di kalangan mereka yang berkopiah, berserban, bertudung litup, naqib-naqibah usrah dan mereka yang menggunakan ganti nama "ana - anta dan ana - anti".

Sms,Yahoo Messenger, email dan lain-lain kemudahan perhubungan era ICT telah menjadi penghubung utama cinta "anta-anti" ini. Ia lebih selamat, kerana tidak perlu berdating seperti pasangan yang tidak Islamik. Tidak perlu membazir tambang teksi, tambang bas dan juga membazir membeli kertas kajang berbau wangi dan dakwat yang berwarna-warni seperti mana halnya anak-anak muda lain yang jauh dari arus kebangkitan Islam. Bermula dengan kata-kata tazkirah, berakhir dengan ikon senyuman, teddy bear dan kadang-kadang gambar wanita bertudung.

Malah ada yang menjadikan kehadiran di seminar-seminar, kursus-kursus dan juga wacana-wacana ilmiah sebagai peluang untuk berjumpa. Bagi yang aktif berpersatuan pula, mesyuarat-mesyuarat dan aktiviti-aktiviti persatuan sering menjadi medan pelepas rindu. Alahai...kreatif betul anak-anak muda dakwah alaf baru ini.

Fenomena yang berlaku ini dimeriahkan dan dikosmetikkan lagi oleh nasyid-nasyid Melayu yang berpaksikan cinta muda-mudi. Klip-klip video nasyid pun, tajuk-tajuk yang bombastik berbau cinta asmara. Hakikatnya, fenomena cinta "anta-anti" ini semakin ketara dan semakin rancak. Ada yang berakhir dengan perkahwinan, dan ada juga yang kecewa di pertengahan jalan, dan tidak kurang juga yang telah menjerumuskan kedua-dua pasangan ke lembah maksiat. wal'iyadhubillah...

Salah Faham Ukhuwwah fillah


Teringat juga penulis kepada satu fenomena apabila seorang siswi datang mengadu dia diusik oleh Pak Lebai. Bukan sekadar sms, kad ucapan hari lahir, kad hari raya, malah sejambak bunga ros di hari lahir juga telah dikirimkan oleh Pak Lebai tersebut.Tidak tahulah penulis apakah tanggapan masyarakat terhadap fenomena seumpama ini. Yang pasti di setiap kad, sms dan di jambangan bunga tersebut terukir kata-kata "Ukhuwwah fillah kekal abadi..".sekali lagi makna ukhuwwah disalah gunakan.

Satu kes yang lain pula, seorang siswa meluahkan kekecewaannya apabila dihampakan oleh seorang siswi yang satu "jemaah" dengannya. Beliau tidak sangka setelah berpuluh-puluh minggu mereka bertukar-tukar sms dan tazkirah melalui email, akhirnya siswi tersebut bertunang dengan orang lain yang juga satu "jemaah" dengan mereka.Aduh..lagi hebat daripada filem "Love Story" yang pernah popular di tahun-tahun 70'an dahulu. Yang pasti, sekali lagi tema "ukhuwwah fillah" menjadi "camouflagde" ke atas perhubungan antara dua jantina yang ada kesedaran Islam ini.

Dalam satu insiden yang lain pula, seorang siswi pernah meminta pendapat penulis. Seorang seniornya yang sedang menuntut di dalam IPT yang sama dengan beliau telah bersungguh-sungguh melamarnya. Walaupun telah ditolak lebih 20 kali, namun si teruna terus melamarnya juga.Sekali lagi slogan "ukhuwwah fillah" menjadi lapik dan dijadikan bahan ugutan. Jika si siswi tadi menolak lamarannya, maka hatinya akan hancur, dan ia bertentangan denga mafhum hadis tadi. Oleh kerana bersimpati dengan si senior tersebut, si siswi terpaksa menerima lamaran itu. Menarik bukan "trend" percintaan golongan anta-anti ini.

Seorang siswa juga pernah meluahkan kemarahannya ke atas naqib usrahnya di bilik penulis. Mengapa tidak, tatkala di dalam usrah, berkepul-kepul dalil dan fikrah yang dibawanya. Sampaikan ketika pertukaran ke usrah lain, si naqib meminta siswa tadi agar berbai'ah untuk kekal di dalam perjuangan dan tidak menyertai jemaah lain. Sayangnya, di dalam perjalanan balik kampung, siswa tersebut nampak sang naqib berjalan berpegangan tangan dengan naqibah sekelas mereka...ini yang paling menarik.Lebih hebat lagi, kedua-dua mereka lengkap dengan aksesori berkopiah dan bertudung litup. Jika di zaman 70'an dahulu nescaya apa yang dilakukan oleh sang naqib dan naqibah tersebut bakal menerima cop "kafir" dari pendukung gerakan dakwah yang lain.

Di satu sudut yang lain pula, seorang siswa yang sering menceritakan kehebatan "Abuya"nya kepada penulis, juga tidak dapat lari dari fenomena cinta anta-anti ini. Penulis amat kagum dengan siswa yang sering muncul dengan baju Melayu berkancing dan juga songkok berwarna-warninya ini. Matanya yang bercelak sahaja sudah cukup untuk rakan-rakan yang lain hormat kepada beliau. Sayangnya atas takdir Allah, ketika penulis berkunjung untuk menziarahi beliau, penulis ternampak gambar seorang Muslimah menghiasi desktop komputer peribadinya. Ditanyakan sama ada itu adik, kakak ataupun emaknya atau mungkin neneknya, beliau menafikan. Beliau terpaksa mengaku bahawa itu adalah "kawan"nya. Yang hebatnya, tertulis di sebelah keayuan wajah gadis tersebut "Ukhuwwah fillah membawa ke Jannah".

Persoalannya, adakah fenomena ini sihat? Adakah ia sudah cukup islamik? Atau penulis yang ketinggalan zaman sehingga naif terhadap trend muda mudi masa kini? Ataupun fiqh Islamiyy juga perlu diubahkan untuk disesuaikan dengan perubahan semasa. Di dalam artikel yang terhad ini, penulis tidak berhajat untuk memberikan hukuman mahupun pandangan terhadap fenomena yang menarik ini. Biarlah para pembaca membuat penilaian mereka terhadap "sihat" atau tidak sihatnya budaya ini. Semoga ada di kalangan pembaca yang akan dapat memberikan pandangan yang rasional serta boleh diwacanakan.






Re-posted by Pujah.
-Fahami erti ukhuwah, ;)

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

Egoistic reason.

Assalamu'alaikum...

Hell yeah! The boredom is seriously conquering me. I can't wait to get back home exactly at 23 October. I'm so excited. No, really!
Oh well.

I have to give my opinion about people in my form, offending each other.
IMHO, it's a very nonsense, honorless action to do. Let me give an example. A is a gangster(oh really) and B is a normal student. A offended B and B flamed A. So? When will this stop? When? Could you tell me? Well, this will might NEVER STOP. You see, we must tolerate with each other. Not keep offending. What's the purpose? Al-mu'minu mir'atul mu'min. WE LEARNT IT IN BAHASA ARAB! WE LEARNT IT. What is the use of learning if we didn't do it?

A good muslim is supposed to set a good example to others!


Not keep offending, as if you're thinking you're a good student. NO YOU'RE NOT. Wailullikulli humazatil lumazah! We're a family, remember? Be wise! It any better if we didn't tolerate with each other. It make us look stupid if be fightdoesn't make with a stupid, egoistic reason. Drop your EGO! You wouldn't get any further with it.

Laa yu'minu ahadukum hatta yuhibbu liakhiihi maa yuhibbu linafsih!

Isn't those enough to be dalil for this?
There are tons more evidence. From The Holy Qur'an, from al-Hadith.
Let me ask, how could you eat your own relative's meat? How disgusting!

How disgusting.
I'll repeat again, A GOOD MUSLIM IS SUPPOSED TO SET A GOOD EXAMPLE TO OTHERS. Keep that in mind.

We're one biiiiig family.


Pujah.
-I'm not perfect.

Tuesday, October 7, 2008

I'm at school!

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

As title. Currently I'm at my school computer lab, typing all this nonsense. My English teacher gave us permission to use the computer lab during her period. Which is, three period. THREE period. YEAH! I'm so happy. Thanks teacher ;D
I have no idea about what to write exactly. I'm just feeling like typing anything in this blog. Sorry. Haa.

SO! What am I've been doing? I just surf the internet, Friendster, YM, AND most of all, read ONE PIECE manga!! YEAH!
I'm SO addicted you see.

So I'm going to read. Well then, bye-bee!

Pujah.

Thursday, October 2, 2008

I'm bored.

Yeah. I'm bored.

Assalamu'alaikum Warahmatullahi Wabarakatuh.

I'm really dying of boredom over here. Nothing to do, except day-dreaming and surfing the internet. And my older sister will go, "Ape la asyik terperap dalam bilik je, blablabla". Yup, I've been in this room since morning. Please note that I'm still in Johor, using this tiny(yeah it's tiny) laptop to surf internet. What to do? I'm reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally bored. It's true.
I'm currently reading One Piece manga, pretty good. I know, I'm pretty late to try this manga, but yeah, better late than never. :"D Currently at chapter 32. God! When will I finish this 516-chaptered manga?! And this manga didn't even finished yet. >:O



Oh well. It's a time-killer, though. It's better to be that way. :]

Tomorrow I will going back to Terengganu, The Heritage Waterfront City(as if). My hometown! Yeah. I'm happy. We'll begin our journey in the morning. I can't wait! xD
Just know I visited my uncle. On the way back home, I thought about being in school. It's funny. Although I hate the hostel. When I re-think, they're fun! Precious memories. :"] Now I've realised, I love my friends.

Ohh! And I remembered the moment Wan tripped over Iza. It's funny. REALLY funny. I laughed on myself. I can't believe it. =_= Wan have fell chair twice. It's okay because it's prep time. Our class will go crazy(it's girls-only) at that time. But tripping over Iza? SCHOOL time? Sheesh. I laughed so hard I nearly cried that time. The boys even look back because of the noisy noise. -sorry Wan xD-

Yup. I love my friends. Very much. :)
And to be more specific, I'm starting to love my school! OMGWTHBBQ LA! >:OOO

Pujah.
-I love my friends. School? Maybe not yet. ;)

Wednesday, October 1, 2008

A Letter from Aaron

Man’s Best Kept Secret
Revealed By: Aaron Greenwich, 17, e-mail address unknown

I’m real mad. Because ever since March 3rd 1998, I’ve been searching for apoint in my life. That day in March, I went to this party.. you know, one of those parties with high power music rockin the house, plenty of booze and endless variations of drugs, and plenty of (well, to put it mildly) shameless girls and drunk boys equals? So I guess I smoked too many joints, and I ended up in the hospital for three weeks. That gave me time to think over life.

Okay, we are born, grow older, wiser, and each of us develops our own personalities for better or worse. We all try to reach the top of the world and either we do or we spend our lives trying to. Basically we live to have more, always. Don’t u see? You wake up, get dressed make yourself look good, go to school come back do your homework, have some fun and to sleep. And it never changes. All right, then u graduate and go to work or raise some kids.

But it keeps repeating. You know that saying, ‘History repeats itself?’ It does, but then we die. Now for some reason humans spend so much time pondering over every single atom on earth except death.

I know it scares them. Why wouldn’t it? It happens to everyone and no one knows why. Well, MOST people don’t know why. But I do. You think all those d*** cruel people who lived on this earth (I can name millions)will get away with everything they did? And those few good will goun-rewarded?

So anyway we die. We leave behind everything. EVERYTHING. You think that the Porsche u spent your whole life trying to get is going with u? The only things that’re going with u are your burial clothes and coffin, if that even. And there is one other thing, but it’s unseen. Your deeds. ALLLL the things u did in this life, good and bad, go with you. And so we’re in the grave. What happens to you in the grave is another story but basically your body rots. I mean your ‘this life’ body. The body that we had for (if we are lucky) 80 years is gone and with it ourdoings!

Alright so you’re out of the picture. Gone. Then, fellow Americans, if we are not here to live life like a party….whats the point? WHY DO WE LIVE?

Why do so many people commit suicide? Because they never had the answer to the above question. Some people know. Some. And its man’s best kept secret.

I know what your thinking. ‘Oh God he’s gonna preach us on religion.’ Not exactly.

It’s a WAY OF LIFE, and what if I told u its called ISLAM? I’m Christian. But Christianty is a RELIGION not a WAY OF LIFE. 80% of Americans are ‘Christians’ , but sad to say, look at them. Homosexuality, suicide, drugs, adultery, even among their own preachers is common. I should know.

The old pastor at my church got kicked out for molesting a child. I’m not attacking anyone. I’m saying the facts. Besides that, it doesn’t make sense. Neither do the other million ‘religions’ found on this earth.They all claim to be simple religions, usually claiming belief in one god.

But they are lacking in on truth, the facts.

Alright, Aaron get on to your point. Sure. What was my 1st sentence? I’m real mad. Why? Cause everyone knows about Islam. And they ignore it, hide it. Why did I learn everything in school except Islam? From Greek Godsh** to Buddha.

If u read one verse of Islam’s book you will believe me. Guaranteed. Because it is the Truth. And its man’s best-kept secret. They hide it because it reminds them of the TRUE PURE REAL point of life….They want us to be just like them, monsters in disgiuse, filthy, do every sin under the sun and call it a ‘life’. I will not fall again into that trap most of us fell into. I have a life. I have Islam.

I’m sorry Jean, Dad and mostly Gramps, a pious Christian who tried to change my views. Im stepping down from my old way of life AND my old religion. I started this letter as a Christian but I end it as a Muslim.

‘ I bear witness that there is no God worthy of worship except Allah and Muhammad is the last messenger.


Always,

Aaron

1 Oktober 2008, 1 Syawal 1429

Assalamu'alaikum!

Yeah! It's 1 Syawal today. So how's it been? After 1 month of Ramadhan we've finally gotten ourselves into 1 Syawal. Nak taip pnjg2 pun bosan jugak jadi stret tu de poin je la deh, selamat hari raya Aidilfitri!

Hehe. Melaporkan diri dari Masai, Johor. Skrg ade kat kampung umi. Balik kampung la katekan. Heheh. Sronot jugak la naik kete. Biar sakit badan pun. (nk tido berhimpit2. gilir2 pulak tu. kejap anah, kejap aku) Yang paling best balik Johor? YEAH! HENSET BAROO! Finally! Motorola SLVR aku yg kurang bergune telah diganti!! Sony Ericsson W850i! Henset idamanku.. Biar cuma seken hen, tp ia tetap menjadi pojaan hatiku.. Yeyeh. Xtau nk ckp ape. Hepi tersangat-sangat xD. Time kasih abahku!! Saaaayang abah! Balik Terengganu nnti nk edjas2 sket henset tu. Repair2, beli earphone, housing baru, dl theme dsb. xD *eksaited melebih*





-Terkenan kat kaler putih. Orang punye kaler itam.

Huu bosan. Sedare-sedarat kat Johor ni bukaynne aku kenal sangat pon. Salam-salam, sengih-sengih. Anah umi ngan abah 3-3 pegi beraye. Aku ngan mizi dok kat rumah. malas ar gi jalan-jalan. He. Kurang asam btul aku ni kan?

Sedeh giler wuu. SIMcard kene lock. PUK ade kat rumah nun di Terengganu. xleh la nk menunjuk2 sms raye yg diterime. x leh nk bg sms raye kt orang. gugugu. Tp nk wat camane kan. Takdir. Huuuu...


Oke la. Last words; Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri, maaf zahir dan batin yer? Ingat, beraya bukan kerana duit! Huhuh.
Pujah.


-Mengidam lemang & serunding. Huhu :(